In-Between-Classes Post

08Nov05

I think I’m entering another phase of I-want-to-update-my-blog-but-I’m-too-lazy-to-actually-do-it.  Yeah.  Tell me about it.  I’m actually thinking of moving my bloghome somewhere else.  I don’t know why, but I had the sudden urge.  Maybe I’ve just been staring at my URL address for far too long.  I’m going to have to think about it some more, I guess.  I have a full schedule ahead of me what with me in my final semester and all.

Lots happened since I last posted.  My semestral break has come and gone and now, as I previously said, I’m in my final semester of my school days.  I’m in the school library at the moment as I have never plucked up the energy to post whenever I’m at home the past weeks.  I’m in one of my in-between-classes breaks and let me tell you that my schedule sucks.

I know I shouldn’t be complaining, but hey, I’m only human.  I can’t just keep it all to myself all the time.  As a preparation for my board exams two months after graduation, I’m trying to tell myself that it’s okay to be entering for a review every Saturday and Sunday of the week until March.  Somehow, even with my hopes up that I can pass the board exam by doing this, I still have a nagging feeling that I’m biting off more than I can ever chew and swallow.

Picture this, I have two 8:30 dismissals in the evening every other week, plus I have to keep up with my clinical area exposures and all that that entails including Head Nursing and PCIs (CI stands for Clinical Instructor and I’m not really sure what P means… maybe Practicing).  Now, I have my weekends snatched away from me as well.  My review center is making me review my whole Nursing Education for about nine hours a day each weekend.  How am I ever going to find the time to stop and just relax.  Contrary to popular belief, relaxing is a therapeutic technique.  Everyone should be obliged to do that from time to time.

I just hope this isn’t my last post for the next five months.  I’m beginning to think that I might go crazy from all the stress just by thinking about this.

Needless to say, graduation is fast approaching and I’m betting that it’s going to hit me much sooner than I will ever expect.  Sometimes, I wish I could just fast forward to the next seven months and be done with the board exam.  I just hope I pass.  I’m not the only one in tenterhooks over this exam, all of my classmates are sharing my views.

I think I’ve said too much on this post, so I’ll leave it here…

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